Hi! My name is.. (what?) My name is.. (who?) My name is.. [scratches] Slim Shady Hi! My name is.. (huh?) My name is.. (what?)
My name is.. [scratches] Slim Shady
- slim shady aka eminem aka marshall matters
that is like the awesomest most annoying song in the whole wide world.
im just gonna drop a quick one since tomorrow got exams (science, geo and maths) total nightmare. u know what else is a total nightmare? agama paper. oh yeah not just it was shit fucked up hard but some drama-rama happens. someone or teacher hid the moral paper under the table and couldnt find it until 15 minutes before the bell rung. my kh teacher nor faizah went ballistic she was raising hell screaming SAPE YANG SOROK? MENGAKU SKARANG?!! since it was exam time naturally her voice echoed. damn loud. All the agama paper takers were taking advantage of the situation and bincang like shit. oh well. couldnt help myself. so bye thats all i got for today.
Raindrops fall from everywhere I reach out for you But you’re not there So I stood waiting in the dark With your picture in my hand Story of a broken heart
Stay with me Don’t let me go Cause I can’t be without you Just stay with me And hold me close Because I built my world around you And I don’t wanna know what it’s like without you So stay with me, just stay with me
I’m trying And hoping for the day My touch is enough To take the pain away Cause I’ve searched for so long The answer’s clear We’ll be ok if we don’t let it disappear
Stay with me Don’t let me go Cause I can’t be without you Just stay with me And hold me close Because I built my world around you And I don’t wanna know what it’s like without you Stay with me, just stay with me
I’ve searched my heart over So many, many times No, you and I Is like no stars To light the sky at night Our picture hangs up to Remind me of the days You promised me, we’d always be And never go away (That’s why I need you to stay)
Stay with me Don’t let me go Cause I can’t be without you Stay with me And hold me close Because I built my world around you And I don’t wanna know what it’s like without you Stay with me, just stay with me (Oooh, oooh, don't leave)
So I stand, waiting In the dark Change Your Mind (music and lyrics by Alejandro Manzano)
There you are with your perfect way You’ve got that little shine in your eyes To hear one word would make my day But there’s no room for me in your life
Oh you’ve got me down on my knees Oh and in my mind I can see How perfect everything could be But you won’t give us a try
If I could change your mind How would you want me Would you say you need me Cause I need you now
I try to move on but your perfect way Has got this little child asking why But this world keeps spinning As my heart stops beating Is there still no room inside
Oh you’ve got me down on my knees Oh and in my mind I can see How perfect everything could be But you won’t give us a try
If I could change your mind How would you want me Would you say you need me Cause I need you now
If I could change your mind (Please tell me I’m not the only one) (Please help me believe I’m not the only one) If I could change your mind
If I could change your mind How would you want me Would you say you need me Cause I need you now If I could change your mind How would you hold me Would you stay forever Or just leave me here to drown
If I could change your mind (Change your mind) If I could change your mind (Change your mïnd)
Sixx:am Life Is Beautiful lyrics
You can’t quit until you try You can’t live until you die You can’t learn to tell the truth Until you learn to lie
You can’t breathe until you choke You gotta laugh when you’re the joke There’s nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive
Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral?
I know some things that you don’t I’ve done things that you won’t There’s nothing like a trailer park to find your way back home
I was waiting for my hearse What came next was so much worse It took a funeral to make me feel alive
Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral?
Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral?
Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral?
Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral?
LOSE YOURSELF
[Intro] Look... If you had... one shot... or one opportunity... To seize everything you ever wanted... in one moment... Would you capture it? Or just let it slip? Yo
[Verse 1] His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy There's vomit on his sweater already, mom's spaghetti He's nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready to drops bombs, but he keeps on forgetting what he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud He opens his mouth but the words won't come out He's chokin, how? Everybody's jokin now The clock's run out, time's up, over - BLAOW! Snap back to reality, OHH! there goes gravity OHH! there goes Rabbit, he choked He's so mad, but he won't Give up that easy nope, he won't have it He knows, his whole back's to these ropes It don't matter, he's dope He knows that, but he's broke He's so sad that he knows when he goes back to this mobile home, that's when it's back to the lab again, yo, this whole rap shift He better go capture this moment and hope it don't pass him
[Chorus] You better - lose yourself in the music, the moment You own it, you better never let it go (go) You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow This opportunity comes once in a lifetime You better - lose yourself in the music, the moment You own it, you better never let it go (go) You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow This opportunity comes once in a lifetime You better..
[Verse 2] Soul's escaping, through this hole that is gaping This world is mine for the taking Make me king, as we move toward a, new world order A normal life is boring; but superstardom's close to post-mortem, it only grows harder Homie grows hotter, he blows it's all over These hoes is all on him, coast to coast shows He's known as the Globetrotter Lonely roads, God only knows He's grown farther from home, he's no father He goes home and barely knows his own daughter But hold your nose cause here goes the cold water These hoes don't want him no mo', he's cold product They moved on to the next schmoe who flows He nose-dove and sold nada, and so the soap opera is told, it unfolds, I suppose it's old partner But the beat goes on da-da-dum da-dum da-dah
[Chorus]
[Verse 3] No more games, Imma change what you call rage Tear this motherfuckin roof off like two dogs caged I was playin in the beginning, the mood all changed I've been chewed up and spit out and booed off stage But I kept rhymin and stepped right in the next cypher Best believe somebody's payin the pied piper All the pain inside amplified by the fact that I can't get by with my nine to five and I can't provide the right type of life for my family, cause man, these God damn food stamps don't buy diapers, and there's no movie There's no Mekhi Phifer, this is my life And these times are so hard, and it's gettin even harder Tryin to feed and water my seed plus, teeter-totter Caught up between bein a father and a pre-madonna Baby momma drama screamin on her too much for me to wanna stay in one spot, another day of monotony has gotten me to the point, I'm like a snail I've got to formulate a plot, or end up in jail or shot Success is my only motherfuckin option, failure's not Mom I love you but this trailer's got to go I cannot grow old in Salem's Lot So here I go it's my shot, feet fail me not This may be the only opportunity that I got
[Chorus]
[Outro] You can do anything you set your mind to, man.
Concrete Angel lyrics Songwriters: Bentley, Stephanie; Crosby, Rob;She walks to school with the lunch she packed Nobody knows what she's holding back Wearing the same dress she wore yesterday She hides the bruises with the linen and lace, oh
The teacher wonders but she doesn't ask It's hard to see the pain behind the mask Bearing the burden of a secret storm Sometimes she wishes she was never born
Through the wind and the rain she stands hard as a stone In a world that she can't rise above But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place Where she's loved concrete angel
Somebody cries in the middle of the night The neighbors hear but they turn out the light A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate When morning comes it will be too late
Through the wind and the rain she stands hard as a stone In a world that she can't rise above But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place Where she's loved concrete angel
A statue stands in a shaded place An angel girl with an upturned face A name is written on a polished rock A broken heart that the world forgot
Through the wind and the rain she stands hard as a stone In a world that she can't rise above But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place Where she's loved concrete angel
hi. life's been a huge friggin roller coaster. a few days ago it rained like motherfuck. i swear by the time i got to school, felt like crap. but no worries, friends were there to make it all good. teachers on the other hand, had no intentions whatsoever to ease the crapness. these days all they talk bout are folios, folios and school fees. and oh folios. so much tension. ughh. the only thing that can make me find inner peace is basketball. but noooo the teachers take that away from me too. in the morning cnt play cause got exams. its all bull. even the seniors come down and play in the morning >_> anywhos, been working hard at koperasi. so much fun these days and now addicted to tv. nothing new there. i'll update somemore in bout half hour if i cnt sleep. so nite nite * this is the post that i saved 2 weeks ago.
hey. this post i want to talk bout one thing only and that is CARNIVAL. it was awesome weyh. it started with the merentas desa. me and ruth were leading then somehow this fucking bitch got first. the teacher told us she cheated and fuck so was happy again. after that went to watch the basketball games with ryan and kal. i swear to God, ryan is like the best sports commentator ever. he was shouting stuff like "HARDESH, YOU TURN ME ON!" some people got annoyed but those who has a sense of humor just laughed along. watched all the damn pros played. super sick. oh, there were lots of stalls there too. i went nuts just trying to find a really good one. so in the end just settled for st johns cause there tropical flings are sick but gives me loads of brain freeze. then hung out and just be crazy. before i went home played basketball of course, super hyper then. but halfway through the 3rd game felt like puking. ugh. hate that feeling. but cnt beat ying though. ruth gave her horse food and she almost swallowed it. good thing she came to her senses. i snowed her hair and shirt and she was shit angry. the sister on the other hand was pretty happy when i did that. so went home was pretty exhausted but had to study. exams on weds. wish me luck. sayonara
the most powerful sentence in the world is sharangheyo ^_^
hi. dnt know what to do so update blog time. worked at koperasi today and threw revive on lau. haha, he was screaming damn funny. then he tried throwing water at me but he missed so boo shucks to him. instead he had water up his nose. karma getting back totally. later went for olahraga which was quite tiring but nothing special. hairulsam came and was like checking out girls ass and stuff. fuckin pervert. before i went home played bball and fell again. its okay, this time its only my ass. anyhows, played suicide and kejar kejar with ruth. remembering the good ole days. now im awake at midnight thinking does counting sheep help you sleep? gonna try it out. pretty sure it wont work. nitie nite
hi! since its been a LONG LONG LONG WHILE, i will try to write the longest post i ever written bout absolutely nothing, everything, something, etcera etcera. recently i had fucked up me arm. the whole week felt like dying. not only it was itchy, hot like shit, heavy like hell and sweaty like fuck, i couldnt do any of the important stuff like writing, eating, basketball-ing, typing, tie my hair, scratch my back and so on. anyways, today went to the doctor and ho and behold its all good. the doc said it'll be okay and no more cast so FUCK YEAH. but cnt play bball. YET. i knew it was going downhill after that cause my evil dentist tighten my wires and the nurse keep using the stupid tube and suck all the fluid out of my mouth (please dnt make it horny, ruth) anyhows, bottom line is excruciating pain for couple of days. wee. went to giant after that and went to get some awesome stuff. you know its awesome when you cant remember why the hell you bought it. haha. soon after i came home i went to the park for a much needed jog. one week with no sports feels like shit. can die one. haha. after that watched mtv movie awards again. it never gets boring. that is how awesome it is. love you andy! anyhows, went to klcc and watched TRANSFORMERS REVENGE OF THE FALLEN ( please be noted those with heart disease do not watch) its a bit like terminator. the whole movie is just too much for a normal person but i have to admit it was sick. btw saw a couple of hot guys ^_^ haha sengaja. after the movies wanted to go home when the hand brake got jammed, it was total shitness. i didnt do anything. just ate my burger king dessert while my mum went berserk. she was calling and freaking out. she was like leave me alone i need to fix this. when she says back off you better back the fuck off or die. in the end everyone lived and happily ever after. haha. as if. the thing just worked after being hit a few times. thats it. tonight i want to do some stupid stuff before going to bed and btw i just realized, TWITTER is awesome. u get to read what people do to fill their lives while u just sit back and say hey, i got off easy compared to that guy and you live happily ever after. okay since i have nothing else to say might as well sign the fuck off. bye. p.s. wanna go do stupid stuff now BUH BYE P.P.S. I DONT THINK THIS IS LONG ENOUGH
hey, been too long. mlas to write bout everything so just the important ones. today fell down and fractured me arm, got scratches plus one of em is shaped like a heart. doesnt lessen the pain. then, gt 2 kno mj and farah fawcett died. damn depressing. seriously. then it just gets better. left my phone at me mums threfore im doomed to be damned. gtg now, pain kicking in. btw, it took me 20 minutes fr me to write all of this. p.s. cant even hold a pencil.
1. smoked. 2. consumed alcohol. 3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. 4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. 5. kissed someone of the same sex. 6. had sex. 7. had someone in your room other than family. 8. watched porn. 9. bought porn. 10. tried drugs. #MY TOTAL:4
1. taken painkillers. 2. taken someone else's prescription medicine. 3. lied to your parents. 4. lied to a friend. 5. snuck out of the house. 6. done something illegal. 7. felt hurt. 8. hurt someone. 9. wished someone to die. 10. seen someone die. #MY TOTAL: 7
1. missed curfew. 2. stayed out all night. 3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. 4. been to a therapist. 5. received a ticket. 6. been to rehab 7. dyed your hair. 8. been in an accident. 9. been to a club. 10. been to a bar #MY TOTAL: 5
1. been to a wild party. 2. been to a Mardi Gras parade. 3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night. 4. had a spring break in Florida. 5. sniffed anything 6. wore black nail polish 7. wore arm bands. 8. wore t-shirts with band names. 9. listened to rap. 10. owned a 50 Cent CD. #MY TOTAL: 6
1. dressed gothic 2. dressed girly. 3. dressed punk. 4. dressed grunge. 5. stole something. 6. been too drunk to remember anything. 7. blacked out. 8. fainted. 9. had a crush on a neighbor. #MY TOTAL: 8
1. had a crush on a friend. 2. been to a concert. 3. dry-humped someone. 4. been called a slut. 5. called someone a slut. 6. installed speakers in your car. 7. broken a mirror. 8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house 9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush. #MY TOTAL: 5
1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper. 2. seen an R-rated movie in theater. 3. cruised the mall. 4. skipped school. 5. had surgery. 6. had an injury. 7. gone to court. 8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping. 9. caught something on fire. 10. lied about your age. #MY TOTAL: 7
1. owned/rented an apartment/house. 2. broke the law in the police's presence. 3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf 4. got in trouble with the police. 5. talked to a stranger. 6. hugged a stranger. 7. kissed a stranger. 8. rode in the car with a stranger. 9. been harassed. 10.been verbally harassed. #MY TOTAL: 4
1. met face-to-face with someone you met online. 2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight. 3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight. 4. watched TV for 5 hours straight. 5. been to a fair. 6. been called a bad influence. 7. drink and drive. 8. prank-called someone. 9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex. 10. cheated on a test. #MY TOTAL: 7
Grand Total: 55
If You Have Less Than 10.. write [im a Goody Goody] If You Have More Than 10.. write [im still a goody goody] If You Have more Than 20..write [im average] If You Have More Than 30..write [im a bad kid] If You have more than 40..write [im a very bad influence] If You Have more than 50..write [im a horrible person] If You Have more than 60..write [i should be in jail]' If You Have more than 70..Write [i should be dead]
hey, still cnt sleep. so friggin annoyed. i tried reading myself to sleep and that totally DID NOT work since the book is actually quite interesting. all bot summers and love and magic. dude, life dont work that way but theres always the exceptions. haha. well , well , well, today i went for more sports. duh. played a game with mj, kelly, ooi, coach, nic and prakkash. missed shots as usual, but still fun ^_^ went to kfc after that and omg, what a relief. thank you air cond. we were all being hyper there as usual. then kong and keshen dissappeared out of thin air so we all were like lets go to jj since it was mother effin boring at kfc. we played at the arcade there totally bullying the lil ones : P then had to rush back all the way to school cause my auntie got some other plans. oh! just rememberd.
THURSDAY - went to klcc to watch 2 muvies. hannah montana was actually quite good. so i like it, sue me. the guy in there was hot <3>
THE 120GB IPOD CLASSIC
i. swear. it. is. so. beautiful. rm 999 gotta save some cash for that. then went to watch fighting. channing is freakin hot there but the movie was shit. downright spit-spitting shit fuck asshole boring. almost died there. 20 mins and we were out of there. it officially robs mall cop's worst movie award. totally. now i have vent and sleepy, i guess. better sleep or not tomorrow die. see yas
holy mother fucking fuck. i just like discovered something so weird and ugh, too ashamed to talk bout it. wish could shoot myself. and this happened like 3 months ago. aiyo, news too slow. anywhos i did this on.....
SATURDAY - went to klcc to watch night at the museum 2, it was good, sue me. anyways before going into the cinema, i saw like 5 people i know on the way. its rare i even see one person let alone 5. haha. went to get a SUMMER novel which is always good and also got some shirts from Gap.
SUNDAY - it was healthy lifestyle day in the teh household. me mum, bro and me went out to play all kinds of different sports, damn fun but there was this creepy guy who kept looking at us with a huge hole gaping in front of his pants. think he's a flasher or as i call it flashie >_> stayed away from that guy. went home later and had delish indonesian dinner.
MONDAY - this is where it gets fucked up. i ordered mcd at 930 pm keep getting the stupid msg
Your call is important to us, please hold and your call will be connected to one of our agents. or We're experiencing heavy call traffic and our agents are busy. Please hold. and this is by far my favourite Network busy
everything in a stupid robot voice. so finally connected at 10 30 pm and yes i kept dialling through the whole hour. ordered and waited. the guy finally comes at 11. when i check the food nuggets and sundae were missing. call again. stupid voice again. at 11 15 got through, the guy say we will send. wait again. at 12 55 no news. called AGAIN. they say they called, i didnt receive any calls so they say couldnt get through to the hulu kelang mcd, they will send tomorrow. at this point i was fuming cause they make me wait 2 bloody hours for nothing. this is the convie
alya - what do you mean you will send tomorrow? you telling me i waited 2 fucking hours for this? we waited while you people over there keep feeding us shitty information. are you fucking joking?
mcd guy - i cant do anything. we cant get through. surely theres no problem getting your food tomorrow. we will contact you soon.
alya - theres a bloody problem if you ask me.
it went on and on. in the end they send at 1 15 cause they didnt give a receipt so its like against the law or something. everything was fine after that though ^_^ good thing i wasnt all there when i was shouting at the guy. i was so sleepy.
TUESDAY - today was fun went for olahraga. timing not good. need to train >_> then went to ruth's and waited for 1 hour at school. alone before heading home. guess thats it. now eating ice cream while watching 2 and a half men.
Sometimes we fall down and can't get back up we're hiding behind skin that's too tough how come we don't say I love you enough till it's to late, it's not too late
Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come we could make a feast from these crumbs and we're all staring down the barrel of a gun so if your life flashed before you what would you wish you would've done
Yeah... gotta start lookin at the hand of the time we've been given here this is all we got and we gotta start pickin it every second counts on a clock that's tickin' gotta live like we're dying
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to turn it all around or throw it all away we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say gotta live like we're dying
And if your plane fell out of the skies who would you call with your last goodbyes should be so careful who we live out our lives so when we long for absolution there'll no one on the line
Yeah... gotta start lookin at the hand of the time we've been given here this is all we got and we gotta start pickin it every second counts on a clock that's tickin' gotta live like we're dying We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to turn it all around or throw it all away we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say gotta live like we're dying
Like we're dying oh-- like we're dying [x2]
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to turn it all around or throw it all awaywe gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say gotta live -- like we're dying
We never know a good thing till it's gone you never see a crash until it's head on all those people right when we're dead wrong you never know a good thing till it's gone
Yeah... gotta start lookin at the hand of the time we've been given here this is all we got and we gotta start livin it every second counts on a clock that's tickin' gotta live like we're dying
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to turn it all around or throw it all awaywe gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say gotta live like we're dying
Like we're dying oh -- like we're dying [x2]
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to turn it all around or throw it all away we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say gotta live like we're dying live like we're dying
