All It Took

omfg, just now during buka felt like dying weyh. it started out like a typical day. i went for basketball, elbowed keshen in the neck, played bullet, played 2 half court games for 30 minutes and practice my layup. and oh constant whining for water. i was depressed cause my basketball shoes had to go for repair or some shit. anyways, went home take bath, laze around then buka. the sirap was effing awesome

anyways, my grams made my fave ikan bakar. i was eating happily when bam. i couldnt breathe or swallow. i ran to the sink and coughed out blood. it was major wtf moment. then my grams came and was like wtf happen? i couldnt talk or breathe. she was like must be fishbone and told me TO DIG MY THROAT. so i did. it was fucking painful. then my dad came he was omfg omfg. the bone couldnt come out. so my dad whack my back one time and so it came out. wanna see what it looks like?
i know. that was lodge in my throat. btw its not actual size. my grams felt bad and was apologizing but i manage to cough out "it's not your fault" so a totally ordinary day became dramarama day. my throat still feels raw though because of my digging haha. so now just got back from 7e. having an awesome slurpee. so nice. haha. thats that. catch yer on the wild side.

Draft of Choice

CHOICE.

prologue

She dug and dug. Tossing occasional stray rocks and pebbles. Her fingernails stained by the earth while droplets of her tears dotted the uneven ground.

“Please be here. Please. This is all I have. You promised. Please.” She sobbed.

But she couldn’t find it. She didn’t give up though. She kept on digging until she couldn’t dig nomore. Hours and hours has passed until finally the streaks of dawn rose in the distant. She stop, hunched over and howled. “No.” After all that has happened. It was all for nothing. He promised it would be here. HE PROMISED! Then she kicked a rock.

She cursed over her stub toe. While she nurse her swollen toe, a little box in brown peeking trough the soil managed to caught her eye. She scrambled and picked up the tiny box with her now weak and weathered hands. She had no energy left after digging half the night away. But what was important was he came trough. She took the key dangling on her neck and opened the box tentively. She had to admit she was scared of what she would find.

All she saw was a delicate gold chain and a letter signed in aqua blue ink. Her favourite colour. She put on the fragile chain and continued on reading the letter.

After she was finished, she dropped the letter and sobbed into the ground. Salty tears slopping down onto the ground. She curled into a ball and shed tears of sorrow until her sister found her on the ground later that night.
-alya

p.s. i know its nuthin much but hey, it's reading material

Destiny

DESTINY is the bridge we build to the ones we love
- my sassy girl the movie

omg. love that movie. just watched it just now. aww, its so sweet. the guy in it was hot too. ^_^
anyyways, hello hello. today, i went to school 2 hours early. omfg, damn boring. me, sharmila and carissa was like walkin round dont kno what to do. i WANTED to play basketball but it rained so badly. kenneth as usual being the sweet person that he is was laughing at me. he doesnt believe i can puasa and play basketball at the same time. it is possible. easy also haha. anyhows, finally finish and hantar my sej folio but masa blik time a i remembered i forgot to write the number of pages on the index. shit. monday i go see teacher la.

been reading the time travellers wife book. that book is retarded. seriously. the storyline is awesome but man, how complicated can life get? oh yeah at school had this mini science exam thingy. i didnt read shit. lucky for me the test was easy. or not, dead. played tai ti during agama also hehe. but man i screwed up my pafa. the ustazah had to remind me a few times. lucky for me she was feeling generous and gave me full mark. hell yea ^_^ so now i wanna go work on my next story. i'll give you a sneak peek after this. tata.

Advice From The Wind

hey, today was okay la. cme to school and bind up my awesome sejarah folio haha. my bro now keep laughing bout the word folio. wait and see when he reaches high school he'll get a real shitty wake up call. it'll be a total in your face moment haha. when i thought my folio was awesome enough wanted to pass up but NOOOOOO cannot yet cause no borang wtf man? so now im still workin on it ugh.

then turns out girls gotta wear tudung during puasa. i dint even kno that till today masa balik time when my fren told me. i been going to school without tudung for 3 days and now i know. oh aandd during rehat there was this ustazah who was waiting to scold all us malays to not go to the kantin even to just sit and laze round. i was there for a whole 30 minutes going crazy right in front of her but she never notice huh? but knowing karma another ustazah saw me tudungless at the surau during agama time. she was givin me the evil eye all the way. we had like solat jemaah asar together gether and tadaruz Al Quran. it was kind of fun since all me frens keep cracking up jokes trough the whole time.

so went home finally finish kissed by an angel book. its so sweet and sad and terrifying at the same time. good book but the ending wasnt awesome it was predictable who killed who. wanna watch tv now catch yer on the wild side

Who's In Charge?

NOT my pj teacher thats fo sho. i kesian him la.pj teachers should be like i dnt know buff, sporty and like "you bitches get out there and do your fucking best or die trying" kinda thing. not 2s one though. he's skinny n soft spoken and into long dire notes and stuff blegghh. anyhows i mentioned him cause today he came in class all serious first time ever. then he was like mana ruth? and ruth raised her hand. he was like bukan ruth lelaki punye. we were all like laughing and wat the effing. he's been teaching us for like a year and he serious shit have no idea whether ruth is a guy or girl? jeez, ow feelings hurt here haha.

then he was like dnt play basketball got swine flu and haze and bla bla. the first time he said that months ago i shouted shit to him. teachers are always blaming basketball. i mean theres football, badminton and etcera but no he had to pin point at bball. they jst dnt understand the awesomeness of it all. anyways, he was saying stuff bout his non existent image being ruined when we dnt obey him and we all gave him "yea yea bla bla" look.

then during rehat, my sivik teacher cme up to me and ask me whether i puasa tak just cause im around people who are eating? seriously. im just really good at resisting temptations, sue me. during pk the same thin happened but she tried using reverse psychology heres the convo

PK TEACH - alya makan apa tengah hari tadi?

ME - (woke up from snoozing) cikgu saya puasa la. mana makn tgh hari (continue snoozing)

PK TEACH - oh, (laughs) tu la cikgu tak tau alya puasa ke tak. klau alya ckp dh mkn tgh hari, cikgu nk check je

then she ask bout my chinese/malay mix family. i answered, AND I JUST CONTINUED SNOOZING AFTER THAT.

i actually like my PK and SIVIK teach so i wont like diss em ^_^ maths time worse. my maths teach gave me latihan. ugh felt like setting the whole school on fire. it was damn hard and confusin and my brain hurt. when it was finally going home time, saw hot guys playin basketball. to those who played today on 2/9/09, u guys kno who yer are haha. at home i was like reading then fell asleep omg. damn nice. but my maid woke me up for buka i dnt kno whether i was pissed or relieved. now cnt sleep so i'll just wait till sahur. catch yer later.


p.s. pay tenshyun in class especially maths so u wont get brain damage like i did.

To Whom It May Concern

well hello there. i have to say the fasting month is like totally awesome except for the not eating and drinking part. you see theres a couple of reasons i say so such as

1. form 2's get to go home early (okay as well as form 1's) seriously on friday only 3 hours of school. how sweet can that get?
2. BASKETBALL QUALITY TIME
3. teachers are too tired to teach much
4. no ghosts or devils so thats a TOTAL plus (cn get good night sleep without worrying shit)
5. makes life look much better on the upside. translation APPRECIATE WHAT YOU GOT.

and etcera.

anyhows, been keeping busy with me books. OMFG i was reading this book that was totally awesome like sick awesome when they totally eff-ed up the ending. that aint right. the last 3 pages were shit. it was nominated for some award now i know why it didnt win >_> ruined the whole stinkin thin. im nt gonna say what the title is since i dnt wnt to seem hypocritical since i been saying this book is total gold. hah, what a waste.

watched g.i. joe and up last weekend. comments :

g.i. joe - FREAKIN awesome. man, channing tatum look hotter than ever in that movie haha

up - its a sweet movie. the storyline is rock solid eventhough it dint make sense at some parts but who cares?

on the whole, good choices of movies to watch but moving on to dvds damn. i really striked out. managed to watch one but wish i hadnt.

fighting - sorry channing but that movie sux. felt like throwin my dvd player out the window.

watched the 70's show too. they should air out more of that show than shows like (sorry) shark (bring back monk!) ^_^

oh and before i close this post i'll like to say

MERRY MERDEKA PEOPLE - 31.08.09

MALAYSIA RULES

Harsh

dude why did it had to rain?! i didnt go bball cause it rained shit. ala, and i was SO looking forward to goin out and play bball. tough luck. tomorrow going to the book fair hell yea! so lookin forward to THAT! my tuition teacher said its unbelievable. i bet they have all kinds of books that are simply to die for. wow those 4 sentences i just realize sounds like the true nerd that i am. okay i think i better go nw before i bore u non existent people to death ^_^ happy puasa-ing

Temptations

why, hello hello. its been such a long time ya kno? been busy busy busy. its like my 5th day puasa-ing / fasting and its been great so far but one problem is HOME IS FUCKING BORING. i wanna watch tv cnt do that since my daft uncle hogs the remote. wanna eat, cant since im fasting, wanna blog, internet die on me. wanna read books, actually i do that most of the time but my eyeballs hurt when i read for long period of time. so all i can look forward to is basketball in the evening. yesterday i went and it was awesome as usual. lots of people so it was funner than ever. but accidently left my go strong ball at school O_O i kno. hope prakkash took it home for me. then buka time omg, i was deadly thirsty. when i was playing bball i wasnt but when during buka time >_> lost cause. so now another hour to go and i cn go play ady. i am such an addict. see ya.

ReBorn

hey. its my 50th post so this would be special. it will be about

mtv world stage!

it was sick. kasabian and estranged were awesome. hoobastank and pixie lott were awesomer. and boys like girls and all american rejects were the awesomest!
p.s. tyson and martin is fucking hot in real life. utt was hot too ^_^

but the downside were the moshers. fuck you arse holes who pushed till the gate fell off couldnt enjoy boys like girls cause of em. but on the whole the bands were great. so nothin can bring me down. but seriously they were some inconsiderate human beings who were smoking while moshing. how moronic is that?

still got the blisters from the concert, still couldnt imagine a better first concert. maybe i'll start going for more of em now. (yes, WS was my first concert. eva.)GUESS WHO

so thats that. see ya.

Unacceptable

hey, watchin im a celeb get me out of here and they use the word unacceptable a lot bout janice. shes kinda weird smetimes. i hate her, sor-ey. btw feel like crap. just barf dinner, supper and my protein shakes. ugh. tday was raining cats and dogs, everythin was wet like crap. pepto bismol. in class almost blik time this teacher went cuckoo and threatend us with all kinds of fuck. haha. then i sngaja ejek kal by sayin kal likes shyam omg. haha he cme ovr and was like i love u too then knowin me i said shyam shes nt religious, eat meat somemore and all of us start laughing like hell. he jst gt pissed and walked away. think thats it. see ya.

p.s. i cnt blive philip. haaaaaaa, very slick ah.

Zero IQ

hey. today woke up round 1255. felt like dying. sick like a dog. then had some kuey teow which made me feel worse actually. at school, first thing that prakkash said was "got some drama rama going on" i for one like to avoid all the drama rama. im switzerland ergo, i dnt get involved ERGO i dont take sides. so i just watched the seniors played basketball. i was being hyper when ying totally pulled a freak on me. i decided to quote it "

OMG IM GONNA DIE WEYH. I NEVER STUDY. DO YOU KNOW WHATS COMING OUT?!"

unquote. bla di bla di bla. 1, she ALWAYS STUDY. 2, hey at the rate shes studying I should be freaking out. 3, i wasnt freaking out ^_^ i was just holding the book and pretending to study. anyhows, exam sivik sucked. kh was good. and sejarah is shit. sorry. but it IS. ruth and kal were crumpling each other paper screaming away. it was damn funny.

masa balik time played basketball. hairulsam gave all of us the evil eye. after playing for bout 10 minutes, went home. but b4 i could reach the gate, azizah was like 'KAMU, KAMU TU LALU GATE NI!" i was like who me? so obviously it was me since she was pointing and screaming AT me. so i was like halfway through and ran like fuck cause hairulsam and her was going bat shit and both of em know me.

at home, cuzzes and uncles visited. it was cool played ps2 together. now blo-jjin, before going to bed. cnt wait to play bball tomorrow. been too long. blog soon. buh-bye

p.s. SELAMAT HARI PAHLAWAN DAY

Holy-cs

i think im becoming an oreo-holic. not that bad but its just so good. im so rajin, im gonna write all the things i tink im addicted to.

1. basketball
2. running
3. chocolate milk
4. books
5. stationery
6. buttons
7. blogs
8. facebook
9. music
10. colors
11. milk chocolate
12. oreos
13. cats
14. animals in general
15. ipods
16. fruit base stuff
17. sarcasm (this should has been like 5th)
18. eminem
19. swearing (this should have been 3rd)
20. shoes
21. thrilling sports

thats all i got now. so catch ya later.