Festivities

hello. raya's tomorrow. gosh cant believe puasa is over. gawd, time is so freakin fast these days. it scares the shit out of me since well as day go by PMR seems closer. eventhough its a year from now i feel i dont know "FREAKED OUT" in technical terms.

anyhows, went to my uncles buka puasa thingy. it was so awesome. everyone was there and all the food was not cooked, they were BOUGHT. shortcuts. we talked a lot then my grams got sleepy so everyone head home.

so today, i wanted to go for basketball since its raya tomorrow and people want to you know celebrate. then well it rained. surprise surprise. it wasnt just a drizzle, it was like a huge hurricane. i think one of the trees near my neighborhood actually died in the process. i was mooning round the house since i could have gone shopping but i had wanted to go for basketball so i didnt go. my dad even brought it up later on. nice, rub it in my face >_>

tonight, i lit loads of candles around the house especially near the fish pond. the fishes were looking up transfixed to the flickering flame. it was kinda cute in a weird way. anyhows, i started thinking how raya was like i dont know hundreds and thousands of years ago. then i got fascinated by this fish marinery show-documentary thingy that was talking bout sharks ancestors. i dont want to be stuck in THAT time. heres a basic picture of it.see what i mean? it'll be the end of the world as we know it.

im suppose to be sleeping now, but i cnt seem to relax. i guess im just excited ^_^ anyways,

happy raya people.
best wishes, alya ^^

Space

omg, i watch enew and kanye is a douche. i never had anything against him but what he done to taylor swift was shit. it was totally uncalled for.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dz5cKpEl16I

i know right? beyonce was like wtf-ing. i love her now since she invited taylor up on stage when she won an award. she said

"when i was 19 and won a vma for destiny's child, it was the best moment in my life. i know taylor swift deserves her moment right now."

when she came up, she was like " lets start over "

and she said " i was excited when i won the award. and i was more excited when kanye came up but then i wasnt excited anymore." at backstage. she looked so dissappointed.

and just now went to visit katy perry's twitter and she is damn smart. she was like saying,

" FUCK U KANYE. IT'S LIKE U STEPPED 0N A KITTEN."

and " These gaga oufits are from outer space "

and " There's a reason why beyonce is my hero. "

here here. tata.

Sarcasm

helo. i notice this days i'm sarcastic most of the time. dont know why. heh, must have gotten it from Kal or Sam or both. hehe. anyways, today i didnt sleep at all. after sahur still couldnt sleep so went to the morning pasar with me family. gosh, there is a LOT of people there. more than usual. and all the vendors these days, sell some pretty weird shit. i saw this alien-like cantaloupe-y scale-ish fruit thing thats suppose to be 'good' for you. looks like poison to me. heck, it even had a yellow stalk that looked like a tail and the freaking fruit is RED in colour. wtf? moving on, i also saw some retarded shit in bottles that i bet is still unknown to science. till now i still have no freaking idea what its suppose to be.

anyhows, as we got tired from walking around, we stop to buy some eggs. i saw this really tiny miniscule one that is sold for 10 cents. seriously, it is so tiny that a baby could put it in his/her mouth and it would fit.

after that, went home and finally got some much needed sleep. i woke up couple of hours later (4 o'clock). so semangated wanted to go to school and play bball. turns out there was not a SINGLE soul at the court. it was saturday for God's sake. so instead of playing bball, went to get some stuff at mesra. my mum was all semangated towards the kuih. i guess thats important since raya is less than 10 days away ^_^

anywho, while my mum was reversing the car some BASTARD went and go swerving here swerving there good thing didnt hit the car. if it had kena well lets just say, all hell will break loose.

at night, went to ampang park and my bro got some psp and ps2 games. some of em seems really cool. i also got my baju raya which is in a colour that resembles an evening sunset (yellow, orange, red, pink) then went to watch the ugly truth. that movie is so horny. its a nice one though. i managed to sneak in even though its 18 pl. it was effed up funny. the movie got a monkey having sex video and lots of innuendos. couldnt stop laughing. despite all that, all the things they said in that movie is completely true. seriously.

after the movie, ate at chili's. its not getting any better. the food now is not as great as last time and chili's used to be my favorite restaurant >_> went home and watched fast and furious 4 again. i actually forgotten most parts of the movie haha. so now i guess im gonna go watch tv since i cant sleep. again.

tata.

Close Encounter

i didnt see this really hot guy today who i saw yesterday. i know i know call me superficial. i dont know whether he's like nice or a jerk or a total ass, but he was hot. haha. anyways, hello. today got my creative writing story shit back. i guess its not bad but i still think its not one of my best. everytime i read it, i cringe in horror at the thought i actually wrote THAT.

during pj, we werent suppose to go out and play but knowing all of us we went anyways. good thing i was just sitting and not actually playing cause our teach was looking from afar and he look, well, pissed. ooi, shyam and kong were busy playing and i was like hand signalling them. shyam saw it but the rest of em were too busy. then the teacher was like naik. so all of us did as we were told >_< in class, was hyper hyper. surprisingly the pj teacher didnt say nothing.

during agama thought no ustazah so happy happy playing tai ti when she came. thank GOD she didnt see or not it would have been off with our heads. haha. anyhows, during balik time, played basketball again. haha. i noticed thats all i do these days. this time got the ball at least 6 times, which is an improvement comparing to all the guys who were fighting for it. then, said hi to tina , aida and meera then got myself home. now just after buka which was awesome btw. i dont know what to do maybe go facebook-ing. see ya

The Kill In The Record Shop

hello. been studying. haha. nope not all, zilch, nil, zero. mlas la. at school also i copy the questions than live it be. i dont bother these days. just tired but the only thing i always look forward to is balik time so i could play basketball hehe. wish i had more time to play but usually i only get 15 mins counting trying to steal the basketball. oh, i've been working on my story shit and now finally reach chapter 17. so dont know what else to write so i'll just list down the songs i've been listening to lately.

1. Mona Lisa
2. Breakin
3. High Life Scenery
4. Moment Of Truth
5. California
6. Too Little Too Late
7. She's A Genius
8. Hey Stephen
9. Tricky Angel
10. Self Inflicted
11. Old Yellow Bricks
12. Crying Lightning
13. Chemicals Collide
14. Kill Me In A Record Shop
15. The Resolution
16. Bigger Than Love
17. The Call
18. Here I Sit
19. You're Making It Come Alive
20. Fallin For You

thats all i can think of right now. so bye bye. wanna watch tv ^_^

Stalker

I AM NOW STARING AT A BLACKCURRANT SLURPEE AT 7:04 P.M.
OH HELP ME GOD.

All It Took

omfg, just now during buka felt like dying weyh. it started out like a typical day. i went for basketball, elbowed keshen in the neck, played bullet, played 2 half court games for 30 minutes and practice my layup. and oh constant whining for water. i was depressed cause my basketball shoes had to go for repair or some shit. anyways, went home take bath, laze around then buka. the sirap was effing awesome

anyways, my grams made my fave ikan bakar. i was eating happily when bam. i couldnt breathe or swallow. i ran to the sink and coughed out blood. it was major wtf moment. then my grams came and was like wtf happen? i couldnt talk or breathe. she was like must be fishbone and told me TO DIG MY THROAT. so i did. it was fucking painful. then my dad came he was omfg omfg. the bone couldnt come out. so my dad whack my back one time and so it came out. wanna see what it looks like?
i know. that was lodge in my throat. btw its not actual size. my grams felt bad and was apologizing but i manage to cough out "it's not your fault" so a totally ordinary day became dramarama day. my throat still feels raw though because of my digging haha. so now just got back from 7e. having an awesome slurpee. so nice. haha. thats that. catch yer on the wild side.

Draft of Choice

CHOICE.

prologue

She dug and dug. Tossing occasional stray rocks and pebbles. Her fingernails stained by the earth while droplets of her tears dotted the uneven ground.

“Please be here. Please. This is all I have. You promised. Please.” She sobbed.

But she couldn’t find it. She didn’t give up though. She kept on digging until she couldn’t dig nomore. Hours and hours has passed until finally the streaks of dawn rose in the distant. She stop, hunched over and howled. “No.” After all that has happened. It was all for nothing. He promised it would be here. HE PROMISED! Then she kicked a rock.

She cursed over her stub toe. While she nurse her swollen toe, a little box in brown peeking trough the soil managed to caught her eye. She scrambled and picked up the tiny box with her now weak and weathered hands. She had no energy left after digging half the night away. But what was important was he came trough. She took the key dangling on her neck and opened the box tentively. She had to admit she was scared of what she would find.

All she saw was a delicate gold chain and a letter signed in aqua blue ink. Her favourite colour. She put on the fragile chain and continued on reading the letter.

After she was finished, she dropped the letter and sobbed into the ground. Salty tears slopping down onto the ground. She curled into a ball and shed tears of sorrow until her sister found her on the ground later that night.
-alya

p.s. i know its nuthin much but hey, it's reading material

Destiny

DESTINY is the bridge we build to the ones we love
- my sassy girl the movie

omg. love that movie. just watched it just now. aww, its so sweet. the guy in it was hot too. ^_^
anyyways, hello hello. today, i went to school 2 hours early. omfg, damn boring. me, sharmila and carissa was like walkin round dont kno what to do. i WANTED to play basketball but it rained so badly. kenneth as usual being the sweet person that he is was laughing at me. he doesnt believe i can puasa and play basketball at the same time. it is possible. easy also haha. anyhows, finally finish and hantar my sej folio but masa blik time a i remembered i forgot to write the number of pages on the index. shit. monday i go see teacher la.

been reading the time travellers wife book. that book is retarded. seriously. the storyline is awesome but man, how complicated can life get? oh yeah at school had this mini science exam thingy. i didnt read shit. lucky for me the test was easy. or not, dead. played tai ti during agama also hehe. but man i screwed up my pafa. the ustazah had to remind me a few times. lucky for me she was feeling generous and gave me full mark. hell yea ^_^ so now i wanna go work on my next story. i'll give you a sneak peek after this. tata.

Advice From The Wind

hey, today was okay la. cme to school and bind up my awesome sejarah folio haha. my bro now keep laughing bout the word folio. wait and see when he reaches high school he'll get a real shitty wake up call. it'll be a total in your face moment haha. when i thought my folio was awesome enough wanted to pass up but NOOOOOO cannot yet cause no borang wtf man? so now im still workin on it ugh.

then turns out girls gotta wear tudung during puasa. i dint even kno that till today masa balik time when my fren told me. i been going to school without tudung for 3 days and now i know. oh aandd during rehat there was this ustazah who was waiting to scold all us malays to not go to the kantin even to just sit and laze round. i was there for a whole 30 minutes going crazy right in front of her but she never notice huh? but knowing karma another ustazah saw me tudungless at the surau during agama time. she was givin me the evil eye all the way. we had like solat jemaah asar together gether and tadaruz Al Quran. it was kind of fun since all me frens keep cracking up jokes trough the whole time.

so went home finally finish kissed by an angel book. its so sweet and sad and terrifying at the same time. good book but the ending wasnt awesome it was predictable who killed who. wanna watch tv now catch yer on the wild side

Who's In Charge?

NOT my pj teacher thats fo sho. i kesian him la.pj teachers should be like i dnt know buff, sporty and like "you bitches get out there and do your fucking best or die trying" kinda thing. not 2s one though. he's skinny n soft spoken and into long dire notes and stuff blegghh. anyhows i mentioned him cause today he came in class all serious first time ever. then he was like mana ruth? and ruth raised her hand. he was like bukan ruth lelaki punye. we were all like laughing and wat the effing. he's been teaching us for like a year and he serious shit have no idea whether ruth is a guy or girl? jeez, ow feelings hurt here haha.

then he was like dnt play basketball got swine flu and haze and bla bla. the first time he said that months ago i shouted shit to him. teachers are always blaming basketball. i mean theres football, badminton and etcera but no he had to pin point at bball. they jst dnt understand the awesomeness of it all. anyways, he was saying stuff bout his non existent image being ruined when we dnt obey him and we all gave him "yea yea bla bla" look.

then during rehat, my sivik teacher cme up to me and ask me whether i puasa tak just cause im around people who are eating? seriously. im just really good at resisting temptations, sue me. during pk the same thin happened but she tried using reverse psychology heres the convo

PK TEACH - alya makan apa tengah hari tadi?

ME - (woke up from snoozing) cikgu saya puasa la. mana makn tgh hari (continue snoozing)

PK TEACH - oh, (laughs) tu la cikgu tak tau alya puasa ke tak. klau alya ckp dh mkn tgh hari, cikgu nk check je

then she ask bout my chinese/malay mix family. i answered, AND I JUST CONTINUED SNOOZING AFTER THAT.

i actually like my PK and SIVIK teach so i wont like diss em ^_^ maths time worse. my maths teach gave me latihan. ugh felt like setting the whole school on fire. it was damn hard and confusin and my brain hurt. when it was finally going home time, saw hot guys playin basketball. to those who played today on 2/9/09, u guys kno who yer are haha. at home i was like reading then fell asleep omg. damn nice. but my maid woke me up for buka i dnt kno whether i was pissed or relieved. now cnt sleep so i'll just wait till sahur. catch yer later.


p.s. pay tenshyun in class especially maths so u wont get brain damage like i did.

To Whom It May Concern

well hello there. i have to say the fasting month is like totally awesome except for the not eating and drinking part. you see theres a couple of reasons i say so such as

1. form 2's get to go home early (okay as well as form 1's) seriously on friday only 3 hours of school. how sweet can that get?
2. BASKETBALL QUALITY TIME
3. teachers are too tired to teach much
4. no ghosts or devils so thats a TOTAL plus (cn get good night sleep without worrying shit)
5. makes life look much better on the upside. translation APPRECIATE WHAT YOU GOT.

and etcera.

anyhows, been keeping busy with me books. OMFG i was reading this book that was totally awesome like sick awesome when they totally eff-ed up the ending. that aint right. the last 3 pages were shit. it was nominated for some award now i know why it didnt win >_> ruined the whole stinkin thin. im nt gonna say what the title is since i dnt wnt to seem hypocritical since i been saying this book is total gold. hah, what a waste.

watched g.i. joe and up last weekend. comments :

g.i. joe - FREAKIN awesome. man, channing tatum look hotter than ever in that movie haha

up - its a sweet movie. the storyline is rock solid eventhough it dint make sense at some parts but who cares?

on the whole, good choices of movies to watch but moving on to dvds damn. i really striked out. managed to watch one but wish i hadnt.

fighting - sorry channing but that movie sux. felt like throwin my dvd player out the window.

watched the 70's show too. they should air out more of that show than shows like (sorry) shark (bring back monk!) ^_^

oh and before i close this post i'll like to say

MERRY MERDEKA PEOPLE - 31.08.09

MALAYSIA RULES