Zero IQ

hey. today woke up round 1255. felt like dying. sick like a dog. then had some kuey teow which made me feel worse actually. at school, first thing that prakkash said was "got some drama rama going on" i for one like to avoid all the drama rama. im switzerland ergo, i dnt get involved ERGO i dont take sides. so i just watched the seniors played basketball. i was being hyper when ying totally pulled a freak on me. i decided to quote it "

OMG IM GONNA DIE WEYH. I NEVER STUDY. DO YOU KNOW WHATS COMING OUT?!"

unquote. bla di bla di bla. 1, she ALWAYS STUDY. 2, hey at the rate shes studying I should be freaking out. 3, i wasnt freaking out ^_^ i was just holding the book and pretending to study. anyhows, exam sivik sucked. kh was good. and sejarah is shit. sorry. but it IS. ruth and kal were crumpling each other paper screaming away. it was damn funny.

masa balik time played basketball. hairulsam gave all of us the evil eye. after playing for bout 10 minutes, went home. but b4 i could reach the gate, azizah was like 'KAMU, KAMU TU LALU GATE NI!" i was like who me? so obviously it was me since she was pointing and screaming AT me. so i was like halfway through and ran like fuck cause hairulsam and her was going bat shit and both of em know me.

at home, cuzzes and uncles visited. it was cool played ps2 together. now blo-jjin, before going to bed. cnt wait to play bball tomorrow. been too long. blog soon. buh-bye

p.s. SELAMAT HARI PAHLAWAN DAY

Holy-cs

i think im becoming an oreo-holic. not that bad but its just so good. im so rajin, im gonna write all the things i tink im addicted to.

1. basketball
2. running
3. chocolate milk
4. books
5. stationery
6. buttons
7. blogs
8. facebook
9. music
10. colors
11. milk chocolate
12. oreos
13. cats
14. animals in general
15. ipods
16. fruit base stuff
17. sarcasm (this should has been like 5th)
18. eminem
19. swearing (this should have been 3rd)
20. shoes
21. thrilling sports

thats all i got now. so catch ya later.

Get Real

Hi! My name is.. (what?) My name is.. (who?)
My name is.. [scratches] Slim Shady
Hi! My name is.. (huh?) My name is.. (what?)

My name is.. [scratches] Slim Shady

- slim shady aka eminem aka marshall matters

that is like the awesomest most annoying song in the whole wide world.

im just gonna drop a quick one since tomorrow got exams (science, geo and maths) total nightmare. u know what else is a total nightmare? agama paper. oh yeah not just it was shit fucked up hard but some drama-rama happens. someone or teacher hid the moral paper under the table and couldnt find it until 15 minutes before the bell rung. my kh teacher nor faizah went ballistic she was raising hell screaming SAPE YANG SOROK? MENGAKU SKARANG?!! since it was exam time naturally her voice echoed. damn loud. All the agama paper takers were taking advantage of the situation and bincang like shit. oh well. couldnt help myself. so bye thats all i got for today.

you want a story? write your own ^_^

Remembrance

to he i have lost
i never did a proper goodbye so thought now is as good as ever.
2 years, its been.

and now to those times of retardedness


ying looks like she feels something icky and terpaksa smile. maybe its the horse food she ATE.

we will call them the retarded ones. ESPECIALLY the one in red ^_^

bye.

People And Their Words

• Stay With Me

Raindrops fall from everywhere
I reach out for you
But you’re not there
So I stood waiting in the dark
With your picture in my hand
Story of a broken heart

Stay with me
Don’t let me go
Cause I can’t be without you
Just stay with me
And hold me close
Because I built my world around you
And I don’t wanna know what it’s like without you
So stay with me, just stay with me

I’m trying
And hoping for the day
My touch is enough
To take the pain away
Cause I’ve searched for so long
The answer’s clear
We’ll be ok if we don’t let it disappear

Stay with me
Don’t let me go
Cause I can’t be without you
Just stay with me
And hold me close
Because I built my world around you
And I don’t wanna know what it’s like without you
Stay with me, just stay with me

I’ve searched my heart over
So many, many times
No, you and I
Is like no stars
To light the sky at night
Our picture hangs up to
Remind me of the days
You promised me, we’d always be
And never go away
(That’s why I need you to stay)

Stay with me
Don’t let me go
Cause I can’t be without you
Stay with me
And hold me close
Because I built my world around you
And I don’t wanna know what it’s like without you
Stay with me, just stay with me
(Oooh, oooh, don't leave)

So I stand, waiting
In the dark

Change Your Mind
(music and lyrics by Alejandro Manzano)

There you are with your perfect way
You’ve got that little shine in your eyes
To hear one word would make my day
But there’s no room for me in your life

Oh you’ve got me down on my knees
Oh and in my mind I can see
How perfect everything could be
But you won’t give us a try

If I could change your mind
How would you want me
Would you say you need me
Cause I need you now

I try to move on but your perfect way
Has got this little child asking why
But this world keeps spinning
As my heart stops beating
Is there still no room inside

Oh you’ve got me down on my knees
Oh and in my mind I can see
How perfect everything could be
But you won’t give us a try

If I could change your mind
How would you want me
Would you say you need me
Cause I need you now

If I could change your mind
(Please tell me I’m not the only one)
(Please help me believe I’m not the only one)
If I could change your mind

If I could change your mind
How would you want me
Would you say you need me
Cause I need you now
If I could change your mind
How would you hold me
Would you stay forever
Or just leave me here to drown

If I could change your mind
(Change your mind)
If I could change your mind
(Change your mïnd)

Sixx:am Life Is Beautiful lyrics

You can’t quit until you try
You can’t live until you die
You can’t learn to tell the truth
Until you learn to lie

You can’t breathe until you choke
You gotta laugh when you’re the joke
There’s nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive

Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?

I know some things that you don’t
I’ve done things that you won’t
There’s nothing like a trailer park to find your way back home

I was waiting for my hearse
What came next was so much worse
It took a funeral to make me feel alive

Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?

Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?

Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?

Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?

LOSE YOURSELF

[Intro]
Look... If you had... one shot... or one opportunity...
To seize everything you ever wanted... in one moment...
Would you capture it? Or just let it slip?
Yo

[Verse 1]
His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy
There's vomit on his sweater already, mom's spaghetti
He's nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready
to drops bombs, but he keeps on forgetting
what he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud
He opens his mouth but the words won't come out
He's chokin, how? Everybody's jokin now
The clock's run out, time's up, over - BLAOW!
Snap back to reality, OHH! there goes gravity
OHH! there goes Rabbit, he choked
He's so mad, but he won't
Give up that easy nope, he won't have it
He knows, his whole back's to these ropes
It don't matter, he's dope
He knows that, but he's broke
He's so sad that he knows
when he goes back to this mobile home, that's when it's
back to the lab again, yo, this whole rap shift
He better go capture this moment and hope it don't pass him

[Chorus]
You better - lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go (go)
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime
You better - lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go (go)
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime
You better..

[Verse 2]
Soul's escaping, through this hole that is gaping
This world is mine for the taking
Make me king, as we move toward a, new world order
A normal life is boring; but superstardom's
close to post-mortem, it only grows harder
Homie grows hotter, he blows it's all over
These hoes is all on him, coast to coast shows
He's known as the Globetrotter
Lonely roads, God only knows
He's grown farther from home, he's no father
He goes home and barely knows his own daughter
But hold your nose cause here goes the cold water
These hoes don't want him no mo', he's cold product
They moved on to the next schmoe who flows
He nose-dove and sold nada, and so the soap opera
is told, it unfolds, I suppose it's old partner
But the beat goes on da-da-dum da-dum da-dah

[Chorus]

[Verse 3]
No more games, Imma change what you call rage
Tear this motherfuckin roof off like two dogs caged
I was playin in the beginning, the mood all changed
I've been chewed up and spit out and booed off stage
But I kept rhymin and stepped right in the next cypher
Best believe somebody's payin the pied piper
All the pain inside amplified by the
fact that I can't get by with my nine to
five and I can't provide the right type of
life for my family, cause man, these God damn
food stamps don't buy diapers, and there's no movie
There's no Mekhi Phifer, this is my life
And these times are so hard, and it's gettin even harder
Tryin to feed and water my seed plus, teeter-totter
Caught up between bein a father and a pre-madonna
Baby momma drama screamin on her too much for me to wanna
stay in one spot, another day of monotony
has gotten me to the point, I'm like a snail I've got
to formulate a plot, or end up in jail or shot
Success is my only motherfuckin option, failure's not
Mom I love you but this trailer's got to go
I cannot grow old in Salem's Lot
So here I go it's my shot, feet fail me not
This may be the only opportunity that I got

[Chorus]

[Outro]
You can do anything you set your mind to, man.

Concrete Angel lyrics
Songwriters: Bentley, Stephanie; Crosby, Rob;She walks to school with the lunch she packed
Nobody knows what she's holding back
Wearing the same dress she wore yesterday
She hides the bruises with the linen and lace, oh

The teacher wonders but she doesn't ask
It's hard to see the pain behind the mask
Bearing the burden of a secret storm
Sometimes she wishes she was never born

Through the wind and the rain she stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place
Where she's loved concrete angel

Somebody cries in the middle of the night
The neighbors hear but they turn out the light
A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate
When morning comes it will be too late

Through the wind and the rain she stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place
Where she's loved concrete angel

A statue stands in a shaded place
An angel girl with an upturned face
A name is written on a polished rock
A broken heart that the world forgot

Through the wind and the rain she stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place
Where she's loved concrete angel

*GUESS WHO THESE WORDS BELONG TO. EMBRACE IT.

Rain Check

hi. life's been a huge friggin roller coaster. a few days ago it rained like motherfuck. i swear by the time i got to school, felt like crap. but no worries, friends were there to make it all good. teachers on the other hand, had no intentions whatsoever to ease the crapness. these days all they talk bout are folios, folios and school fees. and oh folios. so much tension. ughh. the only thing that can make me find inner peace is basketball. but noooo the teachers take that away from me too. in the morning cnt play cause got exams. its all bull. even the seniors come down and play in the morning >_> anywhos, been working hard at koperasi. so much fun these days and now addicted to tv. nothing new there. i'll update somemore in bout half hour if i cnt sleep. so nite nite
* this is the post that i saved 2 weeks ago.

hey. this post i want to talk bout one thing only and that is CARNIVAL. it was awesome weyh. it started with the merentas desa. me and ruth were leading then somehow this fucking bitch got first. the teacher told us she cheated and fuck so was happy again. after that went to watch the basketball games with ryan and kal. i swear to God, ryan is like the best sports commentator ever. he was shouting stuff like "HARDESH, YOU TURN ME ON!" some people got annoyed but those who has a sense of humor just laughed along. watched all the damn pros played. super sick. oh, there were lots of stalls there too. i went nuts just trying to find a really good one. so in the end just settled for st johns cause there tropical flings are sick but gives me loads of brain freeze. then hung out and just be crazy. before i went home played basketball of course, super hyper then. but halfway through the 3rd game felt like puking. ugh. hate that feeling. but cnt beat ying though. ruth gave her horse food and she almost swallowed it. good thing she came to her senses. i snowed her hair and shirt and she was shit angry. the sister on the other hand was pretty happy when i did that. so went home was pretty exhausted but had to study. exams on weds. wish me luck. sayonara

the most powerful sentence in the world is sharangheyo ^_^

Noodles

hi. dnt know what to do so update blog time. worked at koperasi today and threw revive on lau. haha, he was screaming damn funny. then he tried throwing water at me but he missed so boo shucks to him. instead he had water up his nose. karma getting back totally. later went for olahraga which was quite tiring but nothing special. hairulsam came and was like checking out girls ass and stuff. fuckin pervert. before i went home played bball and fell again. its okay, this time its only my ass. anyhows, played suicide and kejar kejar with ruth. remembering the good ole days. now im awake at midnight thinking does counting sheep help you sleep? gonna try it out. pretty sure it wont work. nitie nite

life's a celebration

Brain Dead

iTag:

who wants to do this surv.

1.Where did you take your profile pic?
me ugly room

2.What exactly are you wearing right now?
shirt and shorts

3.What is your current problem?
hot guy drought ^_^ , no la. its maths. totally maths

4.What makes you happy most?
books, tv, music. lots of those

5.What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
feel this - hayley james scott (yes i blame you ruth)

7.Name someone with the same birthday as you?
dont know. mines too awesome haha

8.Ever sang in front of a large audience?
ahh, no. i dont sing. period.

9.Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
who goes around saying that?

10.Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows?
who doesnt?

11. Do you speak any languages?
english, malay, mandarin.

12. Has anyone you've been close with passed away?
none recently. and thats not going to change anytime soon

13.Do you ever watch MTV?
again, who doesnt?

14.What's something that really annoys you?
i annoy people.

Chapter 1:
===============
1.Middle name:
the fucktard.

2.Nickname(s):
alya

3.Current location:
my room.

4.Eye color:
muddy brown


Chapter 2:
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1.Do you live with your parents:
yuppo

2.Do you get along with your parents?
okay la with mum but argue a LOT with my dad.

3.Do you have any Siblings?:
One younger annoying brother


Chapter 3: Favorites
===============
1. Ice Cream:
strawbs all the way

2. Season:
autumn, but we havent got one of those in m'sia

3. Shampoo/conditioner:
who has time to condition?


Chapter 4: Do You..
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1.Dance in the shower?
haha, is this a trick question?


2.Do you write on your hand?
not really. i prefer writing on walls

3. Call people back:
if i know and care enough bout em. it might be something important no?

4. Believe in love:
got to. closest thing we got to magic 0_0

5. Any bad habits?
high fiving people

7. Any mental health issues?
being blur. does that count?


Chapter 5: Have You..
===============
1. Broken a bone:
neva. haha

2.Sprained stuff:
totally. its like impossible not to when u play sports.

3.Had physical therapy:
does masages count?

4. Gotten stitches:
nope

5.Taken painkillers:
what kind of question is this? are u telling me theres a person who never had painkillers? bullshit.

6. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling:
i wish i have but i'll make it soon.

7.Been stung by a bee:
dont plan to

8. Thrown up at the dentist:
oh yeah. she keep poking her finger at wrong points of me mouth

9. Sworn in front of your parents:
haha, mums cool with it but whoa dad, i said damn he gave me D DEATH LOOK

10. Had detention:
yupo

11. Been called a Player/ Hoe:
not recently but i call people that though

Chapter 6: Who/What was the last
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1.Movie(s)?
transformers 2. its too awesome too miss

2.Three people to text you:
tommy, naresha and ruth. i think.

3. Person you called:
kalpana banana

4.Person you hugged:
yingo yingo

5.Person you tickled?
nigel choy

6. Person you talked to on Msn?
amir i think

7.Thing you touched?
you

8. Thing you ate?
glucose powder

9. Thing you drank?
cof

10.Thing you said:
i love me. haha. only kal do that. think it was aww bye bye

p.s. kal forced me to do this.

Too Bright

hi! since its been a LONG LONG LONG WHILE, i will try to write the longest post i ever written bout absolutely nothing, everything, something, etcera etcera. recently i had fucked up me arm. the whole week felt like dying. not only it was itchy, hot like shit, heavy like hell and sweaty like fuck, i couldnt do any of the important stuff like writing, eating, basketball-ing, typing, tie my hair, scratch my back and so on. anyways, today went to the doctor and ho and behold its all good. the doc said it'll be okay and no more cast so FUCK YEAH. but cnt play bball. YET. i knew it was going downhill after that cause my evil dentist tighten my wires and the nurse keep using the stupid tube and suck all the fluid out of my mouth (please dnt make it horny, ruth) anyhows, bottom line is excruciating pain for couple of days. wee. went to giant after that and went to get some awesome stuff. you know its awesome when you cant remember why the hell you bought it. haha. soon after i came home i went to the park for a much needed jog. one week with no sports feels like shit. can die one. haha. after that watched mtv movie awards again. it never gets boring. that is how awesome it is. love you andy! anyhows, went to klcc and watched TRANSFORMERS REVENGE OF THE FALLEN ( please be noted those with heart disease do not watch) its a bit like terminator. the whole movie is just too much for a normal person but i have to admit it was sick. btw saw a couple of hot guys ^_^ haha sengaja. after the movies wanted to go home when the hand brake got jammed, it was total shitness. i didnt do anything. just ate my burger king dessert while my mum went berserk. she was calling and freaking out. she was like leave me alone i need to fix this. when she says back off you better back the fuck off or die. in the end everyone lived and happily ever after. haha. as if. the thing just worked after being hit a few times. thats it. tonight i want to do some stupid stuff before going to bed and btw i just realized, TWITTER is awesome. u get to read what people do to fill their lives while u just sit back and say hey, i got off easy compared to that guy and you live happily ever after. okay since i have nothing else to say might as well sign the fuck off. bye. p.s. wanna go do stupid stuff now
BUH BYE P.P.S. I DONT THINK THIS IS LONG ENOUGH