Festivities

hello. raya's tomorrow. gosh cant believe puasa is over. gawd, time is so freakin fast these days. it scares the shit out of me since well as day go by PMR seems closer. eventhough its a year from now i feel i dont know "FREAKED OUT" in technical terms.

anyhows, went to my uncles buka puasa thingy. it was so awesome. everyone was there and all the food was not cooked, they were BOUGHT. shortcuts. we talked a lot then my grams got sleepy so everyone head home.

so today, i wanted to go for basketball since its raya tomorrow and people want to you know celebrate. then well it rained. surprise surprise. it wasnt just a drizzle, it was like a huge hurricane. i think one of the trees near my neighborhood actually died in the process. i was mooning round the house since i could have gone shopping but i had wanted to go for basketball so i didnt go. my dad even brought it up later on. nice, rub it in my face >_>

tonight, i lit loads of candles around the house especially near the fish pond. the fishes were looking up transfixed to the flickering flame. it was kinda cute in a weird way. anyhows, i started thinking how raya was like i dont know hundreds and thousands of years ago. then i got fascinated by this fish marinery show-documentary thingy that was talking bout sharks ancestors. i dont want to be stuck in THAT time. heres a basic picture of it.see what i mean? it'll be the end of the world as we know it.

im suppose to be sleeping now, but i cnt seem to relax. i guess im just excited ^_^ anyways,

happy raya people.
best wishes, alya ^^